Friday, April 19, 2002

Whew, what a day. I feel exhausted, no matter how much sleep or how many naps I get. But, I am heading home this weekend. Not really looking forward to the drive, but it'll be worth it. Not only do I get to move some of my junk home (saving Dad a trip with the truck) and get some real food and get to see my family, but I also get to spend precious time with Emily.

Bible study tonight at CCF was good, but I had trouble staying awake from my lack of sleep. Man, I really should get some more sleep.

And I am NOT looking forward to finals, but oh well. They are inevitable. I am just eager to end my career at Tech and start anew, whether it be at Clemson or a community college or what not.

I sure do miss my friends from high school. But sometimes when we are hanging out, I feel a lack of connection. Maybe because of the identity shock Tech afforded me. In high school, I was the brains, plain and simple. I mean, that was just who I was--how I defined my existence. But now that has changed. Since I stink at school now, I had to look to another source for self worth and significance...God. Only He is eternal and permanent and immutable. No matter what happens in this life on Earth, I have peace in that He will never leave nor forsake me. I just wished I had learned this sooner.

Well, I am getting tired. That's all for tonight.

Thursday, April 18, 2002

Well, here it is. I have decided to start a weblog (or, blog) as an online journal. Not quite sure why. Perhaps someone will benefit from my story. If it makes a positive difference in one person's life, then great. If not, then maybe it'll be good for a laugh.

So, anyhoo, where do I start? A little about myself, perhaps? Ok. I'm currently a nuclear engineering student at Georgia Tech. However, this is my last semester here. Several factors have prompted me to transfer. On the one hand, I am excited about leaving GT, which I am not too fond of, but on the other, part of me is worried. What will I major in at Clemson (the school I'm transferring to)? What am I going to do for the rest of my life? But you know, I just got to have faith. Faith that it will all work out according to God's plan. And you know what, for the first time, I am finally glimpsing that reality.

Hobbies...well, I'm into paintball, computers, video games, hanging out, etc. ad nauseum. I also am an aspiring bass player, although I don't practice nearly as often as I should. I also try to be a well rounded individual, with such interests as music, literature, art, cars, planes, and so on. I am equally content with hanging with my friends or a quiet evening at home.

Well, that's about all for now. I have so much to do before finals. Also, I want to chat with my girlfriend, whom I can't wait to see again. I love you, Emily.