Man, it's been a while since I've been able to update this thing, what with finals coming up and all. Aside from a headache, today is going well. I'm a little worried about my finals, but I'll do what I can. Besides, in the long run, is it really that important? I mean, yeah I want to be successful at whatever I choose to do with my life, but success isn't everything. Well, lemme clarify that. I mean success in the world's eyes isn't everything. In other words, I'd rather be a success in God's eyes and fufill the plan he has for my life than make tons of money.

I really miss Emily, but I'll get to see her soon enough.

It's kinda odd, but all my friends at CCF are trying to talk me out of leaving. But my mind is made up. I'm leaving. But they talk as if I am dying or something. Well, I am far from dead, my friends. Not yet at least. Anyhoo, I'm not making a mistake in leaving. The only mistake I made was not leaving sooner. Oh well, hindsight is always 20/20 isn't it?

Man, I really need to sell my paintball gun. I want to build a new system for myself, but no one seems to want my gun. Even if I decide on holding off on building a new computer, I could use the money. Oh well, I trust it will work out one way or the other. I love paintball, and I hate to have to get out of it, but it is just getting too darned expensive, especially for the little amount I get to play.